Sickkkk

I have the flu....or a less bad strain of it, I think.

This is bad timing because even though it's a dead week at school, I'm kinda competing next Friday.

I have spins and compulsories.

I skated yesterday (bad idea....) and I was able to do all the spins in my spins program just fine.

I'm just concerned about my compulsories.  I can't do a lutz at all.  And that's in my compulsories and freeskate.  I haven't even run my freeskate program since Wednesday of last week.

And my dress needs more bling.

And I need off work.

.....................cries

hnnnn

Seriously wondering if anyone gives a fuck anymore.
No relations with my friends cause work.
And I'm a bit awk too what?
I swear I only have 1 person who cares about me and I kinda wanna be with him, but irdk and he's taken.
Fuck it allllll

thank you

thank you for caring
thank you for being there for me
thank you for being supportive
thank you for being my friend
i love you
you're adorable

WHAT IS BLOG

Hi the 3 of you that actually follow me.
so homecoming was last night and dude shit was fun.  half my friends were drunk and i honestly don't care.  it was fun.  i grinded like shit.  had an awesome time

BUT two of my best friends are mad at each other and I don't like it.  I don't know 100% of what happened, but let's accept the fact that things that were said weren't meant and booze does shit to people.  Move on PLEASE because you guys are best friends and it makes me sad to see yall arguing like this.

But yeah, losta fun.  Kinda got pulled into my guy friends crotch while grinding but whateves i dunn currr

FUCK IT WE'RE SENIORS

wish I could do it again

I'm gonna be honest.  I really wish I could have just randomly made out with some guy.  Whateves though.

What is Blogging?

Yeah, I suck, but here's an update of what I've been up to...

Moves: Passed Prelim on Friday!!!! AT LAST  Now onto scarier and pickier judges. ;A;

Dance: Andy said that my Cha Cha is ready to test, but when that will actually get done is another question.  My mom likes when I can test a level at a time, but I kinda want to get this done?  Fiesta Tango's end pattern is mehhhhhhhhhh.  And Swing.....it's okay????  IDUNNO MAN

Jumps

Salchow: Focusing on getting more height to get ready for a double.  Trying to control my landing better and sink over my foot. In combo with toe and loop

Toe Loop: I FIXED MY TECHNIQUE FINALLY!!!  Now Evelyn just wants me to jump up more. In combo with toe and loop....kinda

Loop: kjlfagkljfgajfkdlhfdljkgh it's consistent and I can do 2 in a row.  I'm happy.  In combo with toe and loop.

Flip: Having problems getting my leg to cross, so Evelyn gave me the whole Mr. Green schpeil, and it kinda helped? idk man. In combo with toe 

Lutz: I'M ACTUALLY LANDING IT HOLY SHIT.  Evelyn wants me to just focus on landing it right now, saying we can fix the flutzing later.

Axel:  I GOT IT OFF ICE!  I'm working on my on ice drills.  Needs to be quicker.

Overall, I need to stop dropping my left side and releasing the head.  

Spins

Back Scratch:  I actually got it good!  Whoo hoooooo

Sit: getting lower....not low enough, but lower; started working on features like the arms twist, tuck, and pancake

Camel: SO MANY FRUSTRATIONS LATELY HOLY SHIT LADKFKJDLFKLGAKLDJFHFKDLJH

Layback: Need to work on locking my free leg and holding the spin.  Started the side layback and it's scary as hell.

Biellmann: eh, it's getting there

Heeeeeeeeeello

so I suck at updating....


and my blog is fugly.....


SBT help me make it purty???


anyways, I've been hellllllla busy with the training and stuff.  And the switching club stuff.  Ah, skating y u so espensive?


No, seriously.  My home club membership is gonna be like $100 plus another $75 for volunteer buy out because my mom and I "don't have time".  Uhhhhhh I actually wanna be involved in this club.....  Like do club shows and go to fundraisers and get my name on my club jacket (which are amazing might I add!) and stuff.  YEESH MAMA.


Also, I'm tryin to test mah prelim moves in the field cause they so close right now and I have over a month to take care of em.


Also, I'm probably gonna start seeing a nutritionist for reasons....


uh yeah....SASHA OVER AND OUT

Helloooooooooooo people of blog land!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What up????
Me?  Well, uh, SUMMER


Big summer ahead of me.  Lotsa skating and friend time.


WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE